Sunday, March 28, 2010

More Of Turks :)


Notes In Bold =] Turks FTW =D

Turk :
slmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Me :
:)

Turk :
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Me :
:(

Turk :
whwyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Me :
=D

Turk :
dwsdg
sd
sd
g
ds
sdf
fsd
sf
f
dsf

Me :
bnhvfyhj
ygtyj
fcty
gvhjk
gj
dv
scx
xvxv
c dsgdsfg

Turk :
vayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Me :
zzooooooooooooooozzzzzzzzoooooooooo =D [Zoozoo's are CUTE xD]

Turk :
goyummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Me :
ggggggggggggggaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy [XP]

Turk :
sokummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Me :
mmmaaaaarrrrrdddaaarrrrcchhhooooodddd ! [LOL Sorry xP. He wasn't getting what I said anyway xP]

Turk :
ananı sikimmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm [It means 'Fuck tradition' :|]

Turk Again :
hop koyumdakop

Me :
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :)

Turk :
annaı
sikem senin amını sıkim
oruspu

Me :
okay :D

Turk :
piç

Me :
pic who?

Turk :
you

Me :
Me yay :D

Turk :
ananı
sikem sil beni

Me :
Wokaaayy

Turk :
ananı [Anani means fuck :| Nymphomaniacs Turks are :|]

Me :
:D

Turk :
vcxvccvxcxv

Me :
:)

Turk :
efendim [It means 'sir' :|]

Me :
=]

Yes, makes absolutely NO sense :) LOL.

My friend talking to a Turk who speaks in English :D


Turk :
"Which country are you from?"

Friend :
"Dubai"

Turk:
"Dubai is a very nice country. It is somewhere near Brazil"

Yes. EPIC FAIL (:

My friend tells me about the above convo .

I go like

Turks can't speak English :|
At least my Turks can't :PP

So. Add Turks, preferably those who don't speak English && Have fun XPP
Don't add smart ones, they maybe making fun of you in Turkish xP

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

I love you, not only for now, but for always, && I dream of the day you'll hold me in your arms :)

I remember how we started talking. I liked your best friend. I spoke to you about him .. I don't know where in those times did you fall for me . But you were always trying your best to not hook us up :PP
I'm glad you did that. I still don't know how he started dating Bitch Miller. But I'm glad he did. Cuz in my anger . I told you how much I liked you. Somewhere along the time we were talking, I fell for you too. But I always thought you'd think I'm a skank if I liked your best friend && then suddenly told yu I liked you :|
But he started dating her, the same day that he told me he liked me. I was super pissed.
We started going out. It was amazing.
I've often told you your so perfect, it's unrealistic.
Its shocking that yur mine. I mean I'm difficult && stubborn && weird && random && Blonde && have so many mood swings. I'm not great looking. So basically compared to you I'm trash.
Like we're the couple people would see && be like .. What is HE doing with HER?
I don't care what they say. I guess you don't either. Since we've been together for so long.
I just fear the day you realise i ain't good enough, && walk away. If that ever happens. My heart shall stop beating. Dramatic much? Its true =)[There you go :P Cheesy xP]

Theres so much more to you. To us . That I want to write about. && Theres so much about you that I don't know yet. That I want to find out.
I'll write more later :P Cuz I have an exam tomorrow. Its 3:18am. && I haven't studied shit. && I'm going to fail :(
So yes.
Your the bets thing thats ever happened to me. Your the best thing that can ever happen to any girl.
True your cocky, && slightly gay, && stuck up && self obsessed && can be a total prick :P But your cute && cheesy && so simple && easy going , && funny && so awesome that I can't believe yur for real :D I love you , not only for who you are but for what I am when I'm with you.
I truly love you Morison<3 Forever<3

P.S : I'm not Savannah. :| I shall wait. Tim is like my brother :P

Much Love<3
xoxo

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Why Newton Committed Suicide :) Taken from Bindaas.com :)


Once, Newton came to India and watched a few Tamil movies that had his head spinning. He was convinced that all his logic and laws in physics were just a huge pile of junk and apologized for everything
he had done.
In the movie of Rajanikanth, Newton was confused to such an extent that he went paranoid. Here are a few scenes
1) Rajanikanth has a Brain Tumor which, according to the doctors can’tbe cured and his death is imminent. In one of the fights, our great Rajanikanth is shot in the head. To everybody’s surprise, the bulletpasses through his ears taking away the tumor along with it and he is cured! Long Live Rajanikanth!
2) In another movie, Rajanikanth is confronted with 3 gangsters. Rajanikanth has a gun but unfortunately only one bullet and a knife. ! Guess, what he does?
He throws the knife at the middle gangster? & shoots the bullet towards the knife. The knife cuts the bullet into 2 pieces, which kills both thegangsters on each side of the middle gangster & the knife
kills themiddle one.
3) Rajanikanth is chased by a gangster. Rajanikanth has a revolver but no bullets in it. Guess what he does. Nah? Not even in your remotest imaginations.
He waits for the gangster to shoot. As soon as the gangster shoots, Rajanikanth opens the bullet compartment of his revolver and catches the bullet. Then, he closes the bullet compartment and fires
his gun.
Bang…the gangster dies…
This was too much for our Newton to take! He was completely shaken and decided to go back. But he happened to see another movie for one last time, and thought that at least one movie would follow
his theory of physics. The whole movie goes fine and Newton is happy that all in the world hasn’t changed. Oops, not so fast!

The ‘climax’ finally arrives. Rajanikanth gets to know that the villain is on the other side of a very high wall. So high that Rajanikanth can’t jump even if he tries like one of those superman techniques that our heroes normally use. Rajanikanth has to desperately kill the villain because it’s the climax. (Newton dada is smiling since it is virtually impossible?)
Rajanikanth suddenly pulls two guns from his pockets.
He throws one gun in the air and when the gun has reached above the height of the wall, he> uses the second gun and shoots at the trigger of the first gun in air.
The first gun fires off and the villain is dead.
Newton Commits Suicide!!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 22, 2010

There's no need to argue anymore,I gave all I could but it left me so sore.&& the thing that makes me mad,is your the only thing that I had & I knew.

So. Life is complicated. Thats what makes it interesting. Looking back we're gonna laugh at all these times when we panicked.
But right now it means the world to us.
So this complication, may seem a little over-dramatic. But we tend to that that :P Over react to make things fun :)

So theres me. && My boyfriend. D <3
&& Theres my best friend. Lets call her MM :) && Her boyfriend AL.

So MM && Al had just STARTED going out. Sort of. Like an online thing. MM was in India. AL in Australia.
D && I had broken up. But we were the on && off thing. I was crazy about him && nothing changed that. We both have serious issues, && we keep fighting. But at the end of the day. We can't live without each other <3

Okay. So MM started talking to D cuz of certain reasons. That explanation is too big to give here. But shes my best friend. She can talk to my boyfriend alright!
We'd broken up. She made us hook up again =D
I had hooked her && her boyfriend up.
So now we were all happy && "in relationships".
Life isn't that easy though, right?
So MM is like FAB! Shes like awesome beyond words :P She funny && smart && fun && the best friend ever :D
&& we're very alike. Probably cuz we're best friends. Shes probably a nicer, funnier , smarter version of me :P
Yes that means I'm Fab also, shes just Fab-er :P

So when she && D started talking, I thought it was harmless. What would happen anyway? But I started getting jealous. Stupid stupid green monster of jealousy didn't let me sleep all night.
I fought with D. I fought with MM. Felt super guilty. But I just couldn't do anything about it.
So I cried. Thats what I always do. Because doing nothing gets me frustrated. :|
Meanwhile, I didn't realise MM was kinda insecure of AL && me talking.
AL was insecure of MM talking to D.
D was insecure of me talking to AL.

Yes. We were all messed up . It didn't make sense. For a couple of days all we did was scream && shout && get insecure && RUN AWAY :|
Seriously, I don't get why boys think running away is the solution to everything but they do.

So with everyone jealous. everyones minds were fucked.
D && I worked it out. Somehow.
I thought AL && MM did as well. But their fights became prominent. && though the initial insecurity wasn't always the reason . It was what had started it all.

AL has gone away. I tried talking. Forcing him. Pleading, begging him to come back. He didn't.
MM gave up. We thought there was no hope left.

I have NO idea whats on AL's mind. I know its complicated. && Confusing. But you have to try to make it work.
&& we're still waiting. Because getting over someone you really love is not that simple.
I know how bad I feel. && You are still talking to me. I cannot imagine what Angie's going through.
Its her birthday today. Make her day AL.
Who are you lying to anyways? To her? Or yourself?
I know you love her.
I can't force yu. But I'm hoping you'll come back.
Much Love<3
xoxo

Chapter 1 : The Egg Family . Courtesy : Samyukta Singh


IT was a normal day in eggville. mrs. eggstein and mr.eggstein were enjoying a lazy sunday with thier children little eggbert and little eggberta. Mr. eggstein was talking to his wife about work.
he worked in a a school called the unda local school of eggville. he was the councillor. he taught the eggs that it was okay that they were eggs and couldnt play games like the apples and bananas and toasts in school, they were fragile, but that was not a bad thing. he was a very very good councillor.
the little eggs were playing peekaboo.
it was a happy family.
the doorbelll rings.
it is fried fred the local postman egg.
'helo fried fred' said mother egg. 'what news brings you to our house at such an hour?'
i have bad news, dear mother egg, said fried fred.
'oh dear! what happened?' said mother egg.
'i bear bad news" said fried fred.
mother egg looked at horrified.
'have the evil frying pans come to town?!?! ' asked mother egg with terror.
'no, but im afraid a very close relative of yours passed away.' said fried fred with remorse.
'WHO? " cried out mother egg.
' lord humpty dumpty.'
'WHAT??? MY BROTHER HUMPTY IS DEAD!? "
father eggstein and little eggbert and eggberta rush to mother egg when they hear her scream.
'whatever is the matter?' asks father eggstein.
'your brother in law died! humpty is dead! '
'it is true.' said fried fred with remorse.

moral of story : do not sit on walls if you are an egg.
(moral copied from noopur.)


wait for my next installment chapter two: the egg funeral.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

TURKS =D


Turk :
hii
whyyy

Me :
Heyy
Why what?

Turk :
fuck you
:D
:P

Me :
fuck you too
:D
:P

Turk :
please [Good lord, he literally meant "fuck you". Bwahhaha XD]
want
nolur

Me :
okay :S :S :S

Turk :
answer
many years

Me :
what?

Turk :
wany years
age many

Me : [LOL]
I coming Turkey
16:29Turk is offline.

I Think Someday, Someone Will Replace You. And I Cannot Wait :)

This story is a work of pure fiction. Okay maybe not PURE.But its fiction alright. Her character is kinda like me[KINDA.VERY Roughly :P]. His character is like Dev. There are points taken from a conversation Brad && I once had. Okay, its based a LOT on Brad && Dev, mixed together :P But the story is fictional :)

I still remember the first time I saw him, wasn't something that could be easily forgotten.
He was the kind of person, who'd , you know, leave a mark. He was your typical tall , handsome Greek god figure. Yes, that'd be him . && being in high school, you'd expect him to be a dumb jock. He wasn't. He managed B's. He knew who the first president of the United States was. He was good at Biology. At Math even. It sorta shocked me .
What shocked me more was that he was interested in me! Not shocked actually, pleasantly surprised.
I was the kinda chick who didn't fit. Who was a cross of a Gucci princess, with a pink cellphone && glitter. Who played soccer :| && Basketball && was a cheerleader. && also played GTA && COD :|
I remember talking to him, telling him this . && he said " So your Miss Perfect" eh ? && I'm like "No. How? I don't fit anywhere." && hes like "You do.. Everywhere :)"
That was the moment he completely got me.
I mean he'd gotten me the moment he had walked into the club the other night, looking so fit. But that moment. I knew it couldn't get anymore perfect.
I still did't get why he was interested in me. But I didn't want to find out. What if I'd ask him, && he'd think about it && realise that I was actually not worth his time? So I stayed quiet. Not knowing was okay with me :)
He had a girlfriend then. But being just friends with him was too much for me to take a step ahead, I never even thought it would be practical. I had dreamt of it, yes. But I knew it would never happen.
He was with her at Homecoming. I saw them coming together. Both looking quite gloomy, if you ask me. But I knew better than to interfere. I was new at the school. I had just come with a friend, just cuz both of us didn't fancy showing up alone.
My friends were the kind who didn't fancy dancing much. It was killing me :( What kinda losers don't dance at 'dances' anyway? But there was nothing I could do. I just stood there, while they made fun of half the people at the dance.
They were the kind of people who'd be sucking up to the A crowd, dying to be a part of them. I hated it :| Probably I was a part of them cuz I didn't fit in the A crowd yet && I wasn't a person who could deal not being popular.
Not boasting or anything but I'd always been pretty && charming && smart. I had always been adored by everyone && I was popular =] A new school wasn't changing that for me.
So , as we stood watching people dance, I looked around the room for him . He had looked so wonderful in his tux, I felt like I had died && gone to heaven :PP No but like seriously, he was gorgeous!
I couldn't see him on the dancefloor :( I saw his bitch of a girlfriend dancing with some other guy. Oddly enough, instead of being happy, I felt horrible. I wondered where he was, && what had happened between them.. Whether he was okay or not? I wanted to go slap that bitch :@ I didn't. Honestly, I'd never have the guts to do something like that :P
Instead, I went to look for him. Being his shoulder to cry on . && I DID NOT do it thinking that I'd take advantage of him being heartbroken && get close to him :\ I just knew he needed someone . Right then. && I wanted to be there for him. I just. wanted him to be okay.
I wanted him to be dancing on the dancefloor with that cute goofy smile he always wore, dancing with i don't care who!
I knew where I'd find him. The small botanical garden place attached to the biology lab. I hated it, it reminded me of Farmville :P I hated that game :( He found that funny :P
So he was there alright. Looking gloomy as he had, when he first got to dance.
I went in. Not knowing what to say I tried to act all cool by saying "Wanna dance? " He gave a half-hearted attempt at that gorgeous goofy smile, my tummy did a somersault.. He just gave half a goofy smile for me :D :D :D But he whispered "No thanks. Not now. Sorry. I need to be alone." I wasn't his best friend or something , I couldn't hug him && say "Aw man, come on! Its gonna be okay!" So I just said "Sure, I'll be around." && went away. I may have had a tear or two then..

More of this coming up. I'm too sleepy right now :)
Keep reading :D
Much love<3
xoxo

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

More Turk FAILS :P




Another Turkish Blunder. :) [Notes By Me In Bold Again :)]

Turk :
hey

My Friend :
hi

Turk :
how are you

My Friend :
good
you

Turk :
ı am
very tired


My Friend : [Refer post "Turks :)" :P]
why?
had sex?

Turk :

noo

My friend :
oh so sad

Turk :
ı was working
in the cafe

My friend :
Oh
good good.

Turk :
from10 to 24

My friend :
how does someone work from 10 to 24
brb [yes, trying to avoid him. Apparently he didn't know what "brb" meant :\]

Turk :
do you like sex in usa

My friend :
yeah sex in usa is much better than sex in egypt. and not even comparable to the sex in kula lumpar

I was just ROTFLMAO :DD
More coming later.
Much Love<3
xoxo

Turks :)


Ever tried talking to someone who doesn't speak the language you do ?
Ever tried speaking to a pervert like that ? I have. Yes I'm rather bored most of the time, && This is hilarious .
The Turks are the best :)
[Notes by me with be in bold :)]


Turk :
yes
have you got a boyfriend
tatlım

Me :
No boyfriend, no.

Turk :
ı havent got a girl friend
ı want your boyfriend [I copy paste it to my friend , he goes like "He wants your boyfriend! DUDE Hes bi !!XP]
my darling

Turk :
;(
Me :
okay? :S

Turk:
:D

[I tell my friend , that I'm talking to a Turkish guy. My friend is like "Pfft. Turks can only make tea". Then I'm like "Dude, Turkish guy asked me out! What do I say?" My friend's like "Ask him if he can make tea" So I Do :D]

Me :
Can you make tea?

Turk :
mee

Turk :
ı can make but

Me :
But?

Turk :
do you like sex

Turk :
yes
ı wait
trus me

Turk :
dont afrid

Me : [In attempt to scare him using big English words :P]
Did you suffer from a traumatic accident which may have adversely affected yur thinking process?

Turk :
ı dont know [What a comeback]
ı usualy sex
ı like sex
you???

Me : [Again trying to scare him]
NYMPHOMANIAC

Turk :
whatttt
soryy
honey

My friend starts a conversation with him .

Friend :
Why are you asking my friend for sex?

Turk:
Me 18 boy.

Friend :
So?

Turk :
18 boy want sex.
:|

Way to go :D
So this isn't against any country. It just shows how funny it can get when people can't communicate. More of these blunders coming up !
Much love<3
xoxo

The Break Up That Affected Me The Most. It Wasn't Mine :(

Divorced parents are hard to handle. VERY hard.
My parents hadn't gotten along in a long long time. I didn't even remember when we last went for a movie together or when we went out for family dinners. Or vacations. Mom && Dad had had some fight && that had resulted mom not cooking for dad. So Dad didn't eat at home. For years. It was weird.
But what was worse was when at family functions && with family friends , we pretended to be a happy jolly family. That sucked :| Like Big time . Like seriously wtf?
I couldn't wait till they got divorced. Dad had a girlfriend :O Yeah yeah, it was perfectly normal . :|
Things started getting weirder when dad made his girlfriend public. He would get her to my school. Or make her met his friends :\ He even told them friends that I knew her && was cool with it. Okay , I knew. But I WAS NOT cool with it. Plus, she was just yucky :| Like she wasn't even nice or attractive or anything . Bitch bitch bitch. Anyway, thats HIS taste. I guess I wouldn't have approved of her even if she were Jennifer Aniston so whatever . [Btw, I absolutely WORSHIP Aniston :)] SO point is. Socially it was getting weird cuz everyone knew he was cheating on mom. He could've at least TRIED to hide it =|
So like on Dad's birthday which is 28th December 2009 =] Mom && I got cake, && were waiting up for him . Mom technically wasn't, but she did care. Thats just Mom. Give her all the shit you can, shes still gonna love you :)
So we waited.. Called dad, he was apparently picking some people up from the airport . Work thingies. We waited till 2 am :\ He didn't get home. I don't remember them talking after that.
Around February end they had some mega huge fights , dad started some business for his girlfriend , mom got super pissed. Shit like that . So ya . Was quite nasty . REALLY nasty.

28th February 2009, mom ate rat poison . Went to her room. I didn't doubt a thing , she sleeps a lot. Her afternoon naps are rather long. They had some super huge fight again. She was crying. Asll she did was cry those days, then lock herself in her room && scream like a maniac, like someone being tortured. It was scary :|
I was crying cuz she had been crying, I had my boards in two days, so I was trying to study .
So yeah . I didn't know anything about her consumption of poison :|
Suddenly, she came into my room . Shes like "Get dressed, we're going out. 5 minutes" .
I didn't ask questions. I didn't think it was the time to.
I got ready && went downstairs. She was calling weird hospitals . Stupid me, didn't figure out even then :@
We went to some hospital. I didn't notice her looking sick , I didn't bother. I didn't ask anything on the way.
Once we reached the hospital, she asked for 'A Specialist' . They told her there was none available. The normal care doctors were, Mom was like fine . We went inside the doctors cabin.
She goes like " I consumed Rat Poison"
Me *Melodramatically* : Why Mom? What The Fuck Is Wrong With You?
Doctor *Calmly* : Solid Or Liquid Form ?
*I Have Fallen To The Floor && Am Weeping By Now*
*I Also have a VERY strong urge to smack the doctor ! Why isn't he being hyper??? The bitch*
Mom : The Cubes. One packet. With A handful of Brufins [some painkiller.] :|
Doctor : We have to admit you right away. *Walks out*
Mom : I Care about you, thats why I'm here .
*Yeah , sad that thought didn't cross yur mind while eating those yucky things*

Mom was in the hospital. I was waiting outside, they were pumping the poison out . I called the whole of mom's side of family . My boyfriend of that time , had his boards on && I didn't wanna tell him .
I somehow couldn't get through any of my best friends numbers.
I definitely didn't have the guts to call dad . So I stayed there with my mom's parents . Wanting to talk to someone so so bad. But no one was around then :( I couldn't blame no one.
This was about 2pm. Dad came to the hospital at like 7, with his side of the family. Thankfully, I was asked no questions about why I hadn't called him. Everyone was too concerned about me eating or stop crying. I kept thinking ITS NOT ME DAMMIT! Her ! Go ask her if shes okay!!! They wouldn't let me see her :(
That night, I remember going to Nani's [My mom's mom] place. I don't remember going to dad's house , or the house that I lived in which is now called 'Dad's house' , ever again.
Mom was discharged from the hospital the next day. She was weak. Had to rest. But alive !!
My parents were separated then :|
The maids && I made couple of runs to dad's place to get clothes && stuff, but nothing apart from that.
I didn't see him for a quite a long time after that.
I knew mom wouldn't want me to meet him, not then at least. I had to pick a side. I picked mom's . I had to stay there.

Something that life has taught me. Your parents have a part of them in you. They may be mad at you, they may expect a lot. But at the end of the day, no one can love you like they do.
Its unconditional. Friends, lovers may dislike certain things you do && walk away. You parents will just have to accept it.
We never realise , we never value our parents enough .

We must :) I speak to my dad once in a month or something. I see the pain he goes through.
Appreciate your parents :) They're the only ones who are doing what so they do being selfless && out of pure love :)


Post Heartbreak : Season 1 :)

So I wrote about my relationship && my breakup. But that really wasn't the part that I remember most.
The post breakup. That was hard.
While I was dating him, he was the center of everything I did . I spoke to him on the phone all day long, all night too . When I wasn't talking to him, I was with him. Or doing something for him. So basically , he took up all the time I had.
When he wasn't around, I'd email him, or be reading his emails . We wrote rather long emails so we won't miss each other too much in the few hours that we couldn't talk :|
*So In Love*
Anyway,
So when we broke up. All the time I spent meeting/talking/thinking about him was just there. I had nothing to do. I had pushed all my friends away, they were there , just not as close as they used be .&& it was my fault .
So I was left alone in all the time I spent with him , leaving me to do nothing but to think of the good times with him && cry .
Maybe if I had some other guy, or really close friends, who'd keep me busy. I wouldn't think of him . I wouldn't have the time to. I'd be distracted .
But I didn't. SO I sat. Sulked over him . Forced myself to not all or text him, or act like those retarded stalker ex's , I can't say I completely succeeded , but its the effort that counts innit? :P
So it took MONTHS ! && About 4 guys to finally get someone who could make me forget about him. I'd think the guy is cool, go out once Hate it && go back to crying .
But looking back, I feel stupid . I mean sure I had fun. But I remember how I felt, && Any guy who makes me feel that bad, is SO NOT worth my life, energy, effort && Definitely NOT worth my love :|
So everyone out there , crying for a lost love remember No ones worth your tears , the one who is.. Won't make you cry :)
&& Also whats meant to be will always find its way :)

&& Theres Karma && everything , but bitch-slapping the ass who broke your heart will help :)
Much love<3
xoxo

Heartbreak : Season 1

Guess the internet is the coolest thing ever. Thats where I first met him . He was a friends friend, we started talking on a message thread on Facebook. Then out of somewhere our MSN chats began . I found myself rushing home to catch him on time .
Talking to him made me happy. It was probably a silly crush . It would pass.
It would've passed , but he felt the same way. Taylor Swift, a very wise heartbroken woman indeed, said that "When you're 15 && somebody tells you they love you, you're gonna believe them." && So I did . Believed him when he told me I meant the world to him, believed him when he said "forever means forever" . Course it didn't . But I didn't know it then .
With him, it was the best relationship I'd ever had . && trust me, I had had quite a few before :P
The long phone calls, the sneaking out && meeting, the long walks in the rain , the movies that we never actually watched. Typical teenage relationship. Yeah .
Then like all good things, this came to an end. && the end was bad.
I got bored I guess . 4 months seemed a long time then . Guess he didn't, but he was tired of being thrown around like nothing. Arguments increased. Days passed where I didn't feel the need to talk to him , it was some formality that we had to complete. It seemed weird that he was the same guy I was so completely crazy about just a few months back.
Our phone calls got shorter , they usually ended in me hanging up && turning my phone off. He getting sick of it. Suddenly things like school, that we hadn't cared about earlier seemed more important.
Travelling for 2 hours to see him seemed stupid. At 6am in the morning , before school. yeah, we were crazy enough to do that.
I guess I took him for granted, I tend to do that. A LOT. Maybe I felt so secure around him, I felt he couldn't leave. Like mom or someone. No matter what I do, at the end of the day, we're stuck together. I thought a lot for someone whose 15 :P
So well, i took him for granted, he tried working things out. I loved the attention. I acted even more bitchy. So he gave up.
I didn't see that coming . He said in the time I distanced myself from him he got close some chick at school. He said we were over. Just like that.
I couldn't even believe it.
Its like, we're fighting, I hang up, && He texted it :| I call him, his phones busy [He was apparently talking to his best friend] but I loose it. I don't do anything just then. It hadn't sunken in .
For the next ten days I expected him to come back . He should've. It was meant to be. It wasn't apparently.
It was my 16th Birthday party a week after my break-up. We still spoke, we were 'friends' yeah :\ He was all "I-may-come-back-ish. " && i was clinging on to that bit of hope :( I really wanted him to come for my party .
Trust him to make me cry on my 16th :@ He said he'd come, but he didn't show up. I was shattered. I met him on the next day, which also happened to be my birthday. We sat together , he kissed me . I thought he was coming back. As I pulled away , he said "Thats my goodbye" . I cried. On my birthday. Thanks a ton loser :|
Oh && he also conveniently kissed me twice after his "goodbye" .

So the moral of the story is. All good things come to an end :) Yes, it sounds harsh . && The movies show different. && There are some horribly lucky people who get everything they want in life && are always happy && give all those inspirational quotes. Truth is, sometimes, life just sucks! && theres nothing you can do about it ! So you got live through it , cuz you don't really have a choice :)

Oh && also that ex boyfriends SUCK. && we should throw things at them like.. like.. pineapples , they're pointy :D Mwuahah XD && yes, sometimes the guy is PERFECT && you fucked it up. But if he was so perfect for you, he'd understand && stand by you through it. So you can cry all you like , cuz I feel that does help. But always forget what you want, && remember what you deserve.
Much Love<3
xoxo